this will be short because i need to go read.

first of all, i'm trying to ween myself off of coffee. it's not a question of need so much as it is a want. a mental type thing.

i have alot going on right now, but i'm really encouraged now about the LSAT. i skipped out on a bike race that i really wanted to do this weekend because i just felt like i had too much going on and really needed to do some studying. well we had a practice LSAT and my score went up 8 points from the last time we took one. we still have a month until the actual test, so i'm going to study as much as i can, no matter what.

the thing is, lately i go home and i'm just so tired. i like pass out. i dont know if i'm actually just tired or if it is more of a mental thing. i hope i'm not getting sick. lately i'm worried about all the sunburns i get... i mean, i'm out in the sun quite a bit.

i just picked up a little flier here in the library about documentaries and post discussions here in the library about the media and the elections. one night is for the free range contests that the campus puts on every year and we get to see all those and then discuss them. different poli sci teachers lead the discussions each night. looking back on it, i kinda wish i had done the free range thing. even though i dont really have an interest in that sort of thing. or atleast i havent before. but i like the topic. so, it could have been fun. the good thing is, the school puts on these free range competitions alot, so maybe next time.

well i gotta go do some work. i hope i can be productive today/this week/up until the LSAT. there is so much that goes into law school other than just the LSAT. i have to write two personal statements that i have no idea what to write about. one of them is, what makes me want to be a lawyer, well i dont know. i just want to. i'm so indifferent about osme things. but the pastor at church made a good point yesterday:

God isn't indifferent about things, so we shouldnt be either. and by that he meant that you shouldn't be indifferent about people being gay or people lying or stealing or cheating or breaking the law. you get the drift. it's like what amy was saying one time, it's black and white, not gray. gray is indifferent and God doesn't see the gray.

ok, i gotta go read.

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