i'm finding it pretty hard to get started on my homework tonight. but i have bible study in like 45 minutes. but that still leaves me like 40 minutes to do homework cause the guys house is right around the corner. i just need to get my mind in gear. i was sitting in my first class today and i was finding it very hard to be there, though it was pretty interesting. i had a nightmare for the first time in a long time last night. it was quite freaky. and it was about what i've been learing about in my history class. makes me glad i live in a developed country, but then again, it could happen here too. you never know. anyways, i digress.

so, about two weeks of school left and then a week or two of finals and then we're done. we'll be seniors. it seems like yesterday i was going to my first college class hoping i could find it. where does time go. my grandmother tells me all the time that as you get older time goes by faster, and as i look back at past weeks, i see how much time i let slip by. but i feel like today i used my time wisely, for the most part. oh ya, so today i prepared for bible study cause i'm leading it tonight, and i didnt find out till yesterday that i was leading it. i looked some references up on the internet and it was a really good bible study for me. it's the last section of James, and it's about prayer. i know we talk about prayer alot, but it's really important to pray earnestly. so i liked what i learned today, i'm anxious to talk with the rest of the group about it tonight.

i cant wait till i'm done with my stats class, but it's been good for me. definately better than my other math classes, i just hope i dont make a C. i'm going to study hardcore for the final. i think i'll need to.

i have two papers due next week, i'm hoping to start writing them tomorrow. one is only 2-3 pages, it wont be bad at all. the other is supposed to be 5-6, it's the one i'm worried about. hopefully i'll get a B+ in that class. i wish i had studied harder for the quizes, then i could get an A. but i've been there every class. maybe he'll bump it up a little bit. but then again. who knows.

i was thinking about pulling an all nighter tonight, but there really isnt the need to. it was supposed to snow today, but it didnt.

do you notice my random thought process.

i cant wait till school is over, i would like to spend some time at home. i need to find a job for the summer though, and since i'm staying up here in knoxville, i need to start looking for one now. cause technically, i could probably start doing that now. but i need some ideas. i guy told me i could do landscaping with him this summer and make some good money, but i've done that so much in the past, i would kinda like to learn a new trade, so we'll see. i wouldnt mind learning to do masonary work. you know, laying bricks.

anyways, i should probably read before i have to head out.

hope everyone is doing good.

-piece